apparently, sleeping habits/job adjustments are not the only items i need to adjust to… the working environment plays a major part… I miss the vibrancy/youth/bubbliness/laughter of my ex working place…

I miss the compliments when we wear nice clothes/accessories etc … ok, go ahead and call me superficial… I miss the days i went inside office planning to tease or play a prank on my fellow colleagues and i miss the noise/the rowdiness/the “freedom” of speech ( 没大没小-ness)/the lack of hierachy/the endless phone calls/the walking ard/the walk in interviews/the fish bee hoon~~~ ok, there will be no end to the list of things i miss…

My farewell gift:

My last day:

with the “seniors”

my capable assistants –  得力助手!

my other lovable HR ex-colleagues

the other ex-colleagues who makes my life merry!

last but not least, the peeps i miss the most… it is missing kel kel~~~ one of my fav~ sad~

hope the nostalgic feeling will slowly cease~~~

我不变了几年, this year marks the year of change…

I have finally moved on and get a new job… comments from others of me changing to new job mainly seem not v supportive.. they tot that i have made a move to slow down…

which i may be but i am happy for the change even though i think the morning hours will be the TOUGHEST for me~ i gotta adjust from waking up at 7.40am to 6.30am or even earlier~~~ wish me luck cos most of u out there (including myself) dun think that i can wake up on time~ hopefully i can catch my pte transport… but i love the idea of gg back to school~~~ it just makes me feel good!!! even though i am not back there for study… :P (>.<)

a yr of change also involves my besties getting married and settled down! Congrats first to Candy who is getting married on 7 May!

next to my dearest Lao Yin in Nov!! so excited n happy for u!!! shall have fun torturing the “groom” hehe… of cos, i wanna congrat u in joining FP… i sincerely think tt u will learn a lot there and will love the peeps ard there! so sorry that i cannot acc u thruout~ will miss there more now that u are there~~ we have 10 days tgt~~~

also to val n leo who are getting married soon~~~ huat ah!!!

i am looking forward to more changes… of cos positive and good ones…!

last but not least i am really gg to register for driving le… pls intro me good driving instructors if u have!

Fighting~!!!

Y? Ask me and i cannot tell y i cannot let go the fact that i am being taken adv of in my job… maybe it is in my character that i cannot stand being literally taken adv of for too long…. and this time ard, it is so obvious that i FEEL V UPSET for myself… so ever since, i know that i needed to go and Had to go for a recruitment trip before my leisure trip in aussie…

i simply dun uds y this time ard, i am literally sad and unhappy for such a long period of time… of cos, this kind of unhappiness needs the person to wake up…

i am sick of the fact that i keep telling the others i wan a change of job… sick of the fact that i cannot change the way it works in my environment and that i have to resign to it… i know i have a choice but i am a lazy bum who is tired of changing… thus, i pity myself for being taken adv of becos of my experience and literally helpfulness to all my colleagues… so sick that i wanna be a follower… not that i previously dun wanna be a follower but i enjoy the luxury of making decisions … but not now… i hate the fact that i gotta be the decision maker… now i wanna be the one who u push, then i move… u dun push, i stay stilll….

i also dunnoe y i come to my senses.. hahaha… probably i realise that i cannot go on like tt… i may die outta sadness… during this period, i speak less, dun really like to go out and dun smile/luff a lot… quite unusual of me and i dislike tat me… so back to normal… i LOVE myself now… embrace the fact that i am always someone who takes things lightly and likes to eat to make myself happy…

i love the fact that i am surrounded with frenz who care… although most of my frenz belong to the category of “dunnoe how to console peeps”…. i love the fact that my parents love me and like to scold me for being a lazy bum .. they always remind or help me to rem things…. love the fact that i am able to go ard touring the world with peeps i love…

Love the fact that no matter how things suck, one day, it will turn ard and become happy again… love the fact that now i am able to share my previous unhappiness out on my blog … becos i am only able to spill it all out when i feel ok… Guess this isn’t healthy but i have got thru… 

btw, i love choya.. been drinking for two nights… Oooppsss… this is so random…

Cheers to the love ard us… let us always try to view the good instead of the bad ard us…

1st trip to an all day breakfast restaurant – wild honey!

Hungry is the word for both me and yy! haha… of cos ”fulfilled” comes next!!! v full… and shortly after that, i fell ill!!!

then i realised nothing beats having a great health!  

1st all day EATING outing: one word: AMazeD!

hahaa… we just sat and ate, got outta one restaurant to the other!

but it is a happy outing! love these gals.. and take gd care of urself in SH, NGIAM!

1st bowling session with uni cliquE – one word? hmmm friendly!!!

hahaha… we have enjoyed ourselves and thanks to yy, we have gotten a packet of frenship soy bean drink and lovely cutie hp accessories… C how happy we r! 

my first doraemon i caught with just 3 bucks with the help of dearest uni clique: one word to describe, “ELATED”

 and then tt’s it… according to them, i am on a “不归路” of addicted to catching dolls

my first bidded item during the 7th lunar mth dinner – EXCITED is my word!

I gotten this philip music player thru’ silent bidding during my co’s 7th lunar dinner… yeah!

haha… LOVING IT!

this is also proof that i am not “auntified” to bid for it! haha…

the first pair of contact lenses i bought from JB today! – thanks to ah yan~ haha…

cheaP! another step closer to my new motto! (^o^)

my first teary teary farewell to my dearest colleague @ work – of cos the emotions has nothing to do with happy…

but we will stay in contact and i will keep her as a dearest fren to my heart.. *hugs cher* all the best to you in ur new workplace!

my first kuku specs!

last but not least, my first blogshop~~

LOVE LOVE IT!

above are the simple happy lil things in my life right now… … xoxo, peeps!

recently i discover some interesting differences between woman and man :

egs?

if a woman meets a BHB lady, she turns around, be disgusted and probably wants this BHB lady outta her life as far as possible… if a man meets the same lady, he will say she is like that one, just ignore her…

if a man meets a lady who backstabs frenz or is a two-headed snake, he will forget abt it and continue to be her fren… if a woman meets tt same lady, this backstabber can forget about being frenz with the woman…

if a woman meets a female colleague who is bitchy and pass sarcastic remarks, she will be mad and want to stay away from her… if a man has tt same female colleague, all is fine…

probably this explains why some ladies, no matter how terrible their personalities are, think or feel good about themselves…  when i say tt they feel good about themselves, it means tt they LITERALLY BELIEVE that they have great personalities… i guess one leads to another… the lady is bad, some guys tolerate it, she trusts that there is nothing wrong about her own character and that all the other ladies are jealous of her having male frenz etc…

i think guys just choose the easier way out… that is to ignore or tolerate the person’s behaviour… and the guys can never uds that y another female needs to be so concerned with the ‘bad person’s behaviour’ … i cannot explain that either… probably ladies are peeps who have a thing for every lil happening… just wanna share with u all.. my interesting findings… c if any of the above scenarios applies to you.. if you do have any of the same feelings, u are fine as we are in e same world… wahaha…

anyway, i wanna share that our blogshop, twobuttonsup, is picking up.. picking up- not as in sales but as in mailing list requests! we feel so happy even though none of them buys a piece from us yet!  we are like turtle in the race… we will triumph!

i love this song from yen j … paiseh… i may be slow.. but still wanna share!

most imptly, i sit down and take a look back at my career… i read apple and ah yan’s blogs and know that a change of job environment may not necessarily be a good thing… and like what apple has said, we are now at a crossroads of really deciding what we want for our career path to be … no longer those greenhorns who just want a job and tt’s it…

probably this is the part that makes us vexed over a career change cos we know once we make the decision, we have to hold on and not wilfully resign or quit the job…  I am gg to enter my 3rd yr of career life in my current company and i have been given a lot of chances for exposure… I was given two chances for career change but i dropped those and during this recent chance, i pondered over y i cannot make myself leave the job  and i think i know y…

some frenz say that i can never change the job  cos i seem too comfortable inside ; some say that y change becos my job prospects are really good now… I personally think I cannot leave now becos of emotional attachments and the integrity prob… I feel sorry towards my boss and I cannot make up my mind yet… but I know deep down inside, i am lusting for a change of environment… I feel my passion dying… I know I am the only one who can change the situation… and i will… I think and think and I realise i will let this whole matter rest until the time the next oppt knocks on my door and tt will be the time i say goodbye to my current job…

Tata… and i wanna say I miss val and chong… yin and Anpan…

my uni clique… ….

N I LOVE MAMA and PAPA for taking care of wilful sick me (*blush*)

of cos, his concert is splendid with the special 4d effects.. the songs are definitely lovely (at least to me).. however, i miss the old him… i feel that something is missing… Probably becos i went for every of his concerts and i feel that something is lacking in this one… it lacks 感动度… it sort of fails to touch me… i wish if he just simply sings throughout, probably it will be nicer or rather more marvelous…

nevertheless, i wish he can still continue singing, writing,creating and always be the idol i like…

happy us before and during the concert

the first two songs i love at first hear from him

jielun, JIA YOU!!!

i wanna upload those videos i take… will let u all see!!!  and we make a new fren cum jay chou fanatic fren during the concert…

 to be continued….

downs: but i am not v happy… dunnoe y… this is the 1st time whereby i am not enthu abt gg… i wonder what goes wrong??? our blogshop is up… the first collection rendered great support but not the 2nd collection… kinda disappointing… i tink recently i have been suppressed… and uhuh… i feel irritated easily… shit… needs to manage my EQ… i wonder issit becos it is the time of the mth… anyway, i feel like moving on in my job… i mean a change of environment… …

the urge just gets stronger sometimes… and it is killing me… i know only i can change tt but i wonder issit just an impulsive tot or i am for real… i wish someone can pt a direction to me and i just simply follow… omg… i dislike making decisions…

paiseh… i just wanna rant and vent… *BITES*…

i tink animes are good… the despicable me and how to train ur dragon cheer me up.. maybe i shall go adopt kids or pets… PS: i am not putting them on equivalent!!

i love the minions and that round round face of agnes  in the despicable me and tt black dragon in how to train ur dragon… even though the eyes are a bit like those of a cat… *scared scared*

i wanna introduce a 4 minute song: i tink their songs are great! i tink one of them looks like selina from S.H.E …

Volume up
The moment you’ve all been waiting for
Attention everybody in this corner from the cube
Ha ha show me

(say humph, say humph)
say humph (huh) say humph (huh) I do what I want and I do it my way (huh huh, huh huh)

Whenever I want to come out on TV (Why? Why?)
Whenever I want to get prettier (Why? Why?)
Everyone tells me that I can’t What you do
Don’t make me laugh I do what I want (uh huh, uh huh)
Other than my thoughts (Other than my thoughts)
They keep expecting the same thing (Expecting the same thing)
Everyone wants the same image
Please let me
Baby you are kidding me!
(huh huh huh huh huh huh huh)
I wanna be on magazine, everything in my way ma scene
chingaling chingaling chingaling hai
work it work it work it out

Forget all those words from here and there (huh huh huh huh)
Erase all the same dreams (huh huh huh huh)
Say humph!(huh) say humph!(huh) I do what I want and I do it my way
More than anybody else, it’s me it’s me I’m on the top

Don’t order me to do this and that again (huh huh huh huh)
Don’t try to change me (huh huh huh huh)
Say humph!(huh) say humph!(huh) I do what I want and I do it my way
More than anybody else, it’s me it’s me I’m on the top

When I wear a mini skirt (no oh, no oh)
When I say that I want to cut my hair short (no oh, no oh)
Everyone says I’m weird what you do
Don’t make me laugh I do what I want (uh huh, uh huh)
Other than my own image (other than my own image)
They keep expecting something else (They say whatever they want)
Everyone wants to change me to whatever they want
Please let me
Baby you are kidding me!
(huh huh huh huh huh huh huh)
I am gonna be famous From now on be tough ladies
chingaling chingaling chingaling hai
work it work it work it out

Forget all those words from here and there (huh huh huh huh)
Erase all the same dreams (huh huh huh huh)
Say humph!(huh) say humph!(huh) I do what I want and I do it my way
More than anybody else, it’s me it’s me I’m on the top

Keep it ma way u can’t touch us
You get hurt trying to break me
Young ladies armed with Real music
The naive facial expression is ma fake skill for you
oh, oh You already hid? Hide more tightly I’ll be able to see your hair
Will you be able to handle me huh?
I have yet to show it’s a whole stack huh!

Forget all those words from here and there (huh huh huh huh)
Erase all the same dreams (huh huh huh huh)
Say humph!(huh) say humph!(huh) I do what I want and I do it my way
More than anybody else, it’s me it’s me I’m on the top

Don’t order me to do this and that again (huh huh huh huh)
Don’t try to change me (huh huh huh huh)
Say humph!(huh) say humph!(huh) I do what I want and I do it my way
More than anybody else, it’s me it’s me I’m on the top

anyway, i wanna PRAY for the better and believe in the better…

i hope i dun run away in times of fear and difficulties… i hope and believe tt our blogshop will be better in time to come:) I hope this irritated and edgy me will become better once i fly away … i am sort of glad to be outta SG for a while but i guess i will miss 泡泡…

Spain Vs Netherlands in less than 2hrs time:

i hope Spain wins… i dunnoe y! hahaha…

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www.twobuttonsup.com

busy with fulfilling my lil dreams… 小小梦想.. while i am fulfilling these lil dreams, i have hurt a fren along the way… u know who u are when i said so… and i wanna say Sorry to u cos u are someone who means a lot to me and i wanna keep u 4ever… *HUGS*

my 小小梦想 include being a Dian Tai DJ, opening a shop … so i went on to opening a blogshop with Yingying.. and i sort of fulfilled my dian tai DJ 梦想 ..

i signed up the yes 933 DJ course … c the below evidence that  i’ve completed the course

wondering who he is? he is junxing from Yes933.. he is the creative director k? and his mandarin is like ” pi li pa la BOOMZ” hahaha… i signed up the course with yy and both of us were having high expectations for the course … only to find out that the outline of the course is too beautiful as compared to the exact contents…

the outline of the course over-promises! we only barely know more abt the job scope of a DJ after the course but to really become a DJ, this course cannot make u do that… so it is kinda disappointing and not to mention, i ended up choosing Dian Tai DJ over a korea trip…. WASTED… it is not exactly like i wanna be a dian tai DJ after the course but what i mean is that it should at least equip u with what the course outline promises…

 actually, after day one of the course, i think i am not suitable le… the DJs are v xin ku de… their rxns must be v fast/mandarin must be good/tone must be right… then i blur blur and slow like tt, i think the chances of me kanna suan-ed are higher…

for our blogshop, it is starting soon… should be sometime this week…

so i will like to provide a sneak preview:

please support us k? btw, i will like to express my heartfelt appreciations to my cousin, Audrey who has committed ard 4hours of her precious time to the photoshoot and to Irene who came all the way from West area to north area and stayed with us thruout the 4 hrs with no complaints..

love the pics? it is all thanks to lovely Audrey and professional Irene who make them happen… Esp irene with her great photo skills and li hai Cam!

Not forgetting Bosses A n B who are the nanny and make up artist..

Thanks so much! (^.^)