Dear blog, I have been sick for a week and more…. been coughing and having congested nose… i think my nose is dropping off soon… over this one week, i only worked for 1.5 days… it is like i am on long leave lo… but being genuinely v sick is a v depressing and tiring thing… over this one week, i think a lot over a few matters and i have decided that once i recover, i am gg to run once a week (*prays hard tt this will happen*) cos i really want it to be so… i wanna go learn driving… put braces (*grins* to all opposing parties)
most imptly, i sit down and take a look back at my career… i read apple and ah yan’s blogs and know that a change of job environment may not necessarily be a good thing… and like what apple has said, we are now at a crossroads of really deciding what we want for our career path to be … no longer those greenhorns who just want a job and tt’s it…
probably this is the part that makes us vexed over a career change cos we know once we make the decision, we have to hold on and not wilfully resign or quit the job… I am gg to enter my 3rd yr of career life in my current company and i have been given a lot of chances for exposure… I was given two chances for career change but i dropped those and during this recent chance, i pondered over y i cannot make myself leave the job and i think i know y…
some frenz say that i can never change the job cos i seem too comfortable inside ; some say that y change becos my job prospects are really good now… I personally think I cannot leave now becos of emotional attachments and the integrity prob… I feel sorry towards my boss and I cannot make up my mind yet… but I know deep down inside, i am lusting for a change of environment… I feel my passion dying… I know I am the only one who can change the situation… and i will… I think and think and I realise i will let this whole matter rest until the time the next oppt knocks on my door and tt will be the time i say goodbye to my current job…
Tata… and i wanna say I miss val and chong… yin and Anpan…
my uni clique… ….
N I LOVE MAMA and PAPA for taking care of wilful sick me (*blush*)
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